Pain's Abode

Have you ever being so hurt that you could physically feel your heart aching? A Pain like a bubble building up in your rib cage, pushing and squeezing your heart in a tight corner. A pain like a thousand needles piercing your heart at once. A pain where you feel like a cold ice knife is slowly squishing through your chest. A Pain where your mind numbs, A pain where blankly your eyes stare, A pain where you are gasping for air. A Pain where your head feels heavy, and by this time you are unsure if it is only your heart aching, or your whole body.

Emotional and physical pain meet in your body. Where they both rave, dance, and sing, making you feel the stomping in every inch of your skin. You feel the choke in your throat, Then the Pain makes your chest it's abode.

You lie your head on the pillow. Eyes wide open as they explode in tears, you try to choke in the voice, you seal your lips tight, you hold on your stomach, "when will this end? Will things ever change? Will I ever get to see how it feels to have sunshine within? Will this season ever change from rainy to spring? How much pain really is life yet to bring?"